I'm so in love!
Collect some articles from sis today cause i decide to do a scrapbook as a memory on my beloved daddy.I have yet to accept the facts that he's not with us anymore.I have yet to believe all these things that happen around me these past few weeks are something that is real true.I dun want to face the truth and dun wish to accept the truth.So all im doing every now and then is to run away from truth.Dun blame me cause in this way i feel much better.Even as time fly past i will still behave this way.
I miss the smell of the cigarette you smoke.
I miss the smell of the liquor you drink.
I miss the days we went shopping together.
I miss the days you brought me "shao ya fan" for lunch.
I miss the days we watch tv together.
I miss the times i watch your back view silently as you went out.
Now all i could do was missing you.Theres no way we could do all the things we have done together anymore.Theres no way i could show my love to you anymore.Daddy ilove you.We love you.You will never be forgotten in our heart.To me i know you can still sees us everyday.Watching us peacefully.I do believe you are still around.Now all the things i do seems meaningless everyday.Bored to the core.
Signing off...
you are my one and only king
10.02pm
