I'm so in love!
Things have been getting better for me this few days.
Spending my days mostly with my family members.
Last sunday went shopping with mum,granny,sis and her two kids.
Though the word boring did came to my mind but i feel happy with them around.
Tuesday playing mahjong at home with sis and my two cousins.
Hey know what im a mahjong idiot to my mum.
She always says that im stupid always giving away the wrong tiles.
But i dun bother cause at the end of the day im always the winner.
After mahjong the four of us headed to SHIN BAR till 1plus dear come fetch me.
Wednesday went shopping with jas,cindy and caroline.
Buy!Shop!Buy!Shop!Till my bag can't put in any more stuff.
Yesterday mahjong again with sis,my cousin and aunty.
After mahjong join my cousins and sis to k-box.
Great night there with their company.
The five of us were having so much fun there that i think we were crazy liao.
Hope to go out with them more often.
Ok fotos time...
you are my one and only king
04.51pm
Collect some articles from sis today cause i decide to do a scrapbook as a memory on my beloved daddy.I have yet to accept the facts that he's not with us anymore.I have yet to believe all these things that happen around me these past few weeks are something that is real true.I dun want to face the truth and dun wish to accept the truth.So all im doing every now and then is to run away from truth.Dun blame me cause in this way i feel much better.Even as time fly past i will still behave this way.
I miss the smell of the cigarette you smoke.
I miss the smell of the liquor you drink.
I miss the days we went shopping together.
I miss the days you brought me "shao ya fan" for lunch.
I miss the days we watch tv together.
I miss the times i watch your back view silently as you went out.
Now all i could do was missing you.Theres no way we could do all the things we have done together anymore.Theres no way i could show my love to you anymore.Daddy ilove you.We love you.You will never be forgotten in our heart.To me i know you can still sees us everyday.Watching us peacefully.I do believe you are still around.Now all the things i do seems meaningless everyday.Bored to the core.
Signing off...
you are my one and only king
10.02pm
Hi im back!
Back with sad memories that will be left forever in my heart.
Back with a broken bleeding heart.
I lost someone i love,lost him forever.
But its so clear to me that he'll forever live in my poor heart.
To My Beloved Daddy:
Daddy you are the one i love dearly.
It's a great blow to me that you leave us just like that.
Forgive me for being rude to you when you're around.
Forgive me for never been filial to you when you're around.
Forgive me for always making you worry for me.
Forgive me for always making you angry in the past.
Please forgive me.
I know you're still around.
I know you wish us good.
Daddy dun worry we have all grown up.
We will take good care of mummy from now on.
To my daddy im always a forever won't grown up child.
He even said that to me not long ago that im still a kid.
He know that i dun eat fish with the skin on.
So everytime he will peel the skin for me.
Thousands,millions of words can't express how much i miss daddy.
At times my tears just roll down when i think of him every now and then.
So dear readers please be filial to your parents when they are still around.
Dun wait till they are not around you want to cry also useless liao.
No mood to continue blogging liao.
Shall end here..
you are my one and only king
10.02pm
Back from shopping feeling so shiok now.
Have to stop le cause i found that my wardrobe really can't store anymore clothes.
Two big wardrobes full of my clothes and i love buying new tops.
Im someone who like to wear new clothes so bo bian loh.
Some really old one i have to give it away but mostly wear few time only.
After rebonded my hair feel happier.
Remember for the past one week me so restless because of my hair.
Now it looks normal once again and i feel happier.
Just make a call to macdonald delivery.
So happy looking at my new clothes that i forgot i haven't taken my dinner.
Hmm..better go take a nice shower first..
you are my one and only king
12.43pm
Finally can blog again.
Finally i bid goodbye to my old comp.
King gave me a surprise by getting me a new comp.
So sweet of him and i dun need to get headache anymore.
Today king spend the day at home with me.
Watching dvds together throughout the whole day.
Feeling abit of stomach grumbling liao.
Macdonald will be serve later on,great...
Went to cut my hair few days ago.
Me so sad loh cause my hair look out of shape now.
And the worse part is i have difficulty blowing and styling.
Think a rebond have to be done very soon.
Planning a shopping trip to bugis either tomorrow or friday.
But have to rush back by eight to do the test call.
Haiz..time just not enough even im not working.
Have been trying on the massage chair just now at home.
Shit in order to feel comfortable i feel pain instead.
Blame me for being too skinny liao.
But nowsday appetite going quite well.
King have been asking me to eat eat and eat.
Thankz to him if i were to grow fat then.
you are my one and only king
12.43pm
Well im back.
Back from nightmares i have been suffering for quite some time.
Finally everything back to normal,back to what it used to be.
Im glad cause cause i get what i deserve.
What you give sincerely you'll get it back sincerely.
Hah.Dun know what im talking.Do you?
These two days was my happiest days.
As some know i have been clubbing for the past one month continuosly.
Nothing good happen but conflicts keep following me.
Now everything over im happy.
King thought of having a short holiday for both of us.
Its a pretty good idea.
Nearly a year we have been stucking in singapore.
Time for a short break for us.
Busy now time to go..
Shall update again.
you are my one and only king
04.02pm
Went to aviary alone on sunday as everyone busy with their love ones.
Singing alone isn't that bad anyway.
Even when you are out of tune no one will laugh at you.
And i pampered myself by having the biggest room.
At first they dun let me in cause their management change.
Due to too much of fighting only members from safra are allow to enter.
One of the waitress anna remember me cause king and i used to go there.
And there i was spending three hours singing to the core.
After aviary king came to fetch me with his friends to caribbean.
After caribbean we go geylang eat le drive his friends go songka.
End up both of us sleep only when the sun is about to rise.
Went to collect my disc from sky yesterday.
No need to go cinema watch one more chance le...yipee.
After that went shopping with jas in town.
Bought myself two mango tops,ai yo i love it loh.
Never spend so much at mango but so songz.
Then we headed to far east for another round of shopping.
Had dinner together and walk back to taka when king call.
Caribbean tonight heh so jas send me over to boat quay.
Saw apple who started her first day working at caribbean.
She's so sweet loh asking me must eat more.
I will jia you de apple i really must put on more weight liao.
She even manage to took a pic of us,go check her blog if you wanna see.
Wondering if king's going caribbean again tonight.
If so may god bless me as im really so tired of that place liao.
Going to have dinner le..
Must grow fat fat wor...
Jia you.. Jia you!!
you are my one and only king
05.11pm
